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Pondering

This picture is from a 1967 anti-war demonstration at the Pentagon. Peaceworks Director, Mark Haim, was at the Pentagon and he shares these thoughts on war.


Pondering

During the Vietnam War I pondered.
How could so many deny reality?
Deny reality,
Deny the crimes our nation was engaged in.

Crimes during that war and so many more,
Ever since.
So many more.
Ever since.

Nixon won 49 of the 50 states.
McGovern was for peace,
That must mean that he was weak.

Hard, not soft.
That's Nixon, Dick Nixon.

Who can chronicle the wars,
When there are so many?
So many wars,
More than we can count.

Hot wars.
Cold wars.
Major wars,
Low-intensity wars,
Covert wars,
Proxy wars,
Civil wars,
Uncivil wars.

Most all wars are uncivil.
How can anyone be civil as they blow to bits fellow human beings?

Watching the genocide go down is a hard pill to swallow.
Gaza, Palestine, Lebanon, Ukraine, Sudan, Burma
The beat goes on,
The beat goes on.

I accidentally typed the "beast goes on.
"Accidentally?" Hmm

The beat goes on and some beasts keep making ever more sophisticated devices of death and destruction.
Devices of death and destruction.
More sophisticated devices
Expensive devices,
In every sense of the word.
Expensive devices,
Devices capable of wholesale slaughter.
Blinders on,
See no evil.
Hear no evil,
Speak no evil.

Deny, while merchants of mass death laugh,
Laugh all the way to the bank.

It's more than 50 years now, and still I ponder.
Ponder what allows such deadly denial.
Ponder what it will take to wake the sleeping,
Ponder why the beat goes on.
Ponder why the bombs keep falling,
Ponder why we pay hundreds of billions for new nukes.
Nuclear warheads, new and improved.
New missiles too,

Can we hit within ten feet of our targets?
Can we make the rubble bounce?
Can we continue to avert our gaze?
Can we deny?
Can we deflect?

Can we do nothing while children are murdered?
Wholesale murder,
Murder day and night.
Murder in the refugee camps.
Murder on the hospital grounds.
Murder in the school yards.
Murder here,
Murder there,
Murder, it seems, everywhere.

I still ponder perspective.
From childhood war, and those who make war, are glorified.
Glorified war, glorified warriors, we celebrate them.

We glorify
Our heroes,
The bravest and the best,
Selfless servants of the common good,
Protectors of our nation.

Those celebrating, those celebrated,
Do they ask questions?
They must, right?
Why were these lives lost?
What has endless war brought us?
What has it cost us?

How much longer will their flag-pledging persist?
How much longer will tens of millions of us believe the lies?
Embrace nationalism.

How much longer before we know that "us verses them" is a scam?
Nationalism is a con.
Shouldn't we all know this?
Shouldn't we not be afraid to say "scam?"

Isn't self-censorship just a bite?
Many 'fraid of losing their jobs?
Millions are in denial.
Millions more take the course of least resistance.
Don't make waves.
Keep your head down.

There's a death count nearly every morning on Democracy Now!

Can we live with this?

Will we get up and do something to end the genocide?

Are we looking the other way?
Perhaps, our inner voice, recognizes the injustice.
Speak out inner voice!

In our heart of hearts we all know that the death and destruction must stop.
The death and destruction must stop.
Must stop!

How can we even begin to know the deep, abiding pain that accompanies war.
The deep, abiding pain that accompanies war
Deep, abiding pain.
So very much pain,
Yet many hide from its reality.

I ponder some more.
I ponder a flower,
A flower amid the death and destruction.
It grows misshapen and stunted,
Amid the rubble of war.

Can you please bring me a flower?
Thank you, but I need one flower for each,
For each life cut short,
So many gone, washed away,
In the flower of their youth.

So many blown away,
So many lost, so soon.
How many flowers will it take?
I ponder this.
I ponder.